(4.5 / 5)

Cassie thought that going back to school with her friends would be great, but life seemed to have moved on without her while she was gone. Her best friend spends a lot of time with a guy she likes, Cassie's sort-of boyfriend is busy with a new after-school job, and life isn't much better at home. It seems like Cassie's whole family is...well, a family, except her. So when a popular, accomplished older girl at school befriends Cassie and gives her an excuse to be away from home more, Cassie jumps at the chance.

At this point in the series, I still really like the overall story, but Cassie is starting to grate on my nerves. I do get that a lot has happened, and that the adults in her life are frankly not doing a lot to help her with the transitions, but every time I hope something has happened to change her perspective, it's not quite enough to keep her from complaining about everything.

On the other hand, the main story that unfolds in this book is pretty amazing, and the way Cassie handles all of that is a lot better than how she's handling the changes in her home life. Well, eventually, it is. She definitely takes some time to adjust, but I think it's pretty safe to say her reactions are realistic. The story really touched me and hit home, because (and this will be a bit of a spoiler if you know who I'm referring to or look it up) Ryan White was from a town not far from where I live. I remember hearing about him when I was in elementary school, though I don't know if it was because of legislation that passed or if I'm remembering hearing he'd died, since I'd have been 8 at the time. This book probably got some inspiration from his story, and knowing how real it is makes it all the more heartbreaking.

I think what I loved most about the story was the message about having hope in the face of possible death for those who have accepted Christ. Though the Christian message has always been a bit light in this series, since Cassie herself is a new Christian who still needs to learn a lot about following God, this book has a great lesson and some wonderful quotes. "On the day of victory, no one is tired...When you win, you’ll forget about all this." ( )