3.5 stars
Rigger can't make a decision. He is agonizing over every single detail. From what underwear to put on, or what to study at college, what food to choose at a restaurant. He can't make up his mind. I saw a little of myself in him.

I really liked how the author portrayed 'decidophobia'. It's so overwhelming when you can't decide what to do or say, and when you finally choose something, you instantly regret it.

Rigger is funny and likes shiny clothes and makeup and singing show tunes. He's fun! And together with Krew, his best friend (from Fearless) they are a dazzling pair.

So Max, his boss sets him up with a guy he met in a bdsm club, coz he thinks they would be a good match. Because Rigger needs someone who gives him direct orders, so his mind could settle.

While I enjoyed this aspect of the book, I missed the romance. I feel like Rigger and Nael made a good arrangement for both of them but other than that... I'm not sure they get to know each other that well, to fall in love.

(Btw. I don't like this kind of bdsm. Why write a damn contract? what's the point? Do either of them go to jail if they break the contract? Ugh! 50 shades vibe.) ( )

I enjoyed this short story that was mostly about Rigger and his life. I loved the relationship between the two men and how Nael was able to help Rigger feel better about himself. ( )