Another book where I liked the hero better than the heroine. There was nothing wrong with Sofia it's just that I loved Killian so very much. ( )

****Full Review****

3.5 stars

I received this book for free in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

Sofia and Killian were childhood bestfriends but a traumatic experience leaves its mark on Sofia and sends Killian on a dark winding guilt trip. They go their separate ways for a few years only to reconnect when Sofia is hired to straighten out Killian's accounting for his gym. They rediscover the friendship that was always there while romantic feelings start to make themselves known. These two are meant to be together but as secrets get revealed they are going to have to fight for it.

Once Pure is third in the Shattered Past series but can definitely be read as a standalone, there are mentions of past couples that people who read the previous books will enjoy. Killian and Sofia are both in their early twenties but I still think this read more like a contemporary romance instead of a new adult. They both exhibit sensitivity and at times a lack of confidence that comes with this age but came across more mature in a way that I think will appeal to a broader readership.

Killian is going to steal quite a few hearts with his sexy exterior and tender interior. He owns and runs a gym while being a MMA (mixed martial arts) star but has no problem asking Sofia for help when it comes to balancing the books and promoting. Sofia prefers to remain in the background and while she may have diminished her inner flame, Killian still sees it burning. Sofia's rape is obviously a defining moment in her life but as the story goes on her character grows in way that the strength she builds from that moment is the only thing defining her. Sofia easily could have developed into a one dimensional quiet mousey character but the author infused her with this great strong vulnerability that only became stronger and less vulnerable. Killian had almost the opposite progression, he easily could have been left as the tough, untouchable, and muscle bound alpha but instead he is revealed to be multifaceted. He is, of course, strong strength wise but also gentle, kind, and vulnerable when it comes to Sofia. They are adorable together; the story might get a bit cliché and induce some good natured eye rolls but I still found myself fighting big grins.

Secondary characters, which mostly consist of Killian's brothers and sister, played a big part in the story and I can definitely see some future leading men and woman potential. The first half was quick reading for me as I was locked into Killian and Sofia sweetly coming together while the second half kind of slowed down. All I can say is bring your umbrella because the angst pours down on you. Our leads start to get a little too emotional and begin to question and guilt trip themselves to death over circumstances tied to Sofia's rape. It's all a little heavy handed and one or two of these angst moments could have been left out as all together it became too much.

Now, why I think you all should read this and what I consider the hidden gem of the story is the subtle way Killian builds Sofia up. He is never pushy with her and in fact, the kind way he takes things slow for her will warm your heart, but Killian manages to slowly get Sofia to work out with him and get her to learn self defense moves. In an unmeaningful way that means so much he'll say he wants her to know how to defend herself and then quietly positions her to gain those tools. It's not heavily focused on in the story and why I call it the hidden gem but when Sofia gets herself out of a dangerous situation and says to Killian "I fought because that is what you ingrained in me" it really hit home for me. These two aren't only sweet and sexy together but more importantly stronger together. Killian and Sofia make each other better, what could be more romantic than that?
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I loved Once Perfect. I have NO IDEA why I waited so long to keep reading Cecy's books. I snagged Once Pure when it was on sale for 99 cents knowing that I would enjoy it. I was not wrong! Sofia and Killian are great characters. Both have these dark clouds over their lives. Regret, shame, fear, and pride hang over both of them. They would get over one hump only to hit a wall. It was great to see these two push through their struggles and doubts to fight for their HEA. The ending felt a bit rushed for me though! I wanted more!

POV: 1st person (Sofia) with an Epilogue from Killian

Series: Shattered Past

Cliffhanger: No

Trope: friends to lovers, second chance, redemption

Triggers: rape

If you liked... Breaking a Legend by Sarah Robinson, The WTF series by Sidney Halston

Tears: maybe a few over some of the terrible things that have happened to some characters

Heat: 2 ( )

So once again Cecy Robson brings us back in the world of the MMA fighters. But finally we are at Killian and Sofia’s story (that for me has been LONG awaited!
So Sofia is back and is working on Killian’s website and the old love re-blossoms for the pair. They are still dealing with the old issues of Sofia’s father and her rape, but together their love goes from puppy love to real love. That is until old guilt rears its ugly head and destroys the progress they have made. But it all comes to ahead when Sofia is faced with literally fighting for her own life….does she survive? Or does she let fear over ride her again and destroy her.
I have to admit, I have been waiting for Killian’s and Sofia’s for what seems like FOREVER, but boy the wait was worth it. The raw power and emotion in this book at times reduced me to tears and other times, had me cheering…which lead to some funny looks in Barnes and Noble, but what can I say, I am a passionate reader.
The writing is amazing, gripping and passionate! What I am about to say may sound a little confusing, but I have found that some books are all about the plot and the characters don’t quite fit into the story. In Once Pure the characters are the story, everything goes at its own pace and nothing happens till the characters are developed enough to handle that situation, which makes this book simply perfect.
I give once pure a very solid 10 out of 10! A truly amazing read!
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Adored this book! We've had sneak peeks at Sophie and Killian in prior books but this one gives us the whole story and what a heartbreaking and beautiful one it is. I love the way this author gives us these street tough, rugged heroes that love hard and fierce and do whatever is necessary to protect those they love. I also really enjoyed getting to know Killian's family, especially Wren. Her snark and quick wit were hilarious. I hope there are plans for her story, it is sure to be a great one.

This is an absolute must read, I highly recommend it. ( )