Callie has lived most of her life on the run. Her mother ran away from Florida with her when she was kindergarten age so that her father wouldn't win custody. Now she's 17 and life hasn't been easy. She's never really been to school, she's left alone a lot while her mother works at bars and restaurants, she's never in one place long enough to make friends, and she's endured a trauma that no one knows about. She's dealt as best she could through it all. But during this latest move, her mother gets busted.... and Callie is sent back to Florida. And back to a father and a family that she doesn't really remember.

Trusting Greg (her dad), and making a life in this new place feels like betraying her mom... but this life offers her a stability, a love, friendship, and family in ways she never had all those years in hiding.

My Thoughts:
I wanted to read this book ever since I laid eyes on such a beautiful cover and title. Then I read that it was about a girl who had grown up kidnapped by her mother and going home to a completely different life, and I knew it was a book I had to read. Luckily my Broke and Bookish Secret Santa agreed and got me this!!

First off, I don't want to give off the impression that I didn't like this book. I totally did. I flew through it and wanted to keep reading it and reading it even after I knew I should be doing something else (like sleeping maybe???). So yeah, it was super well written, addicting, and had a lot of interesting things in it (like Greek culture, scuba diving, family dynamics, etc.).

The thing about this book is that I just couldn't 100% give myself to it... if that makes any sense. Like I kept thinking about stuff that was going on in the book and not really agreeing with it or understanding why the characters were the way they were. They just didn't act the way I personally wanted them to... which shouldn't really be held against the book. It's just a personal feeling.

Also this wasn't the most original book I'd ever read. I felt like I've read books like this before and there were also some aspects that seem to be in a lot of YA books: Of course the m/c, who went through some pretty heavy stuff, was amazingly, stunningly, beautiful. And of course the love interest was the hottest guy on the planet AND described as a man-whore. (On a side note- What is it with the new obsession in YA that all the desirable men be man-whores?? I didn't realize having sex with a bunch of people made someone sexier. I personally don't think it is necessary to the story at all.) And of course said man-whore guy (who weirdly is her step-uncle) morphs into the savior the instant he lays eyes on Callie. It's just.... I'm sick of that same old stuff. I want MORE. Not everyone has to be so beautiful that all heads turn when they walk down the street. Can they just be attractive to each other maybe?

Now we get to how I felt about Callie. I felt like she was a pretty unlikable character, but that things were thrown in about her past that I could tell were supposed to make me like her despite all her unlikablility. But I just didn't ever fully like her. She has issues because of the past trauma that I mentioned, and it makes her do impulsive things with guys. I feel bad that shit happened to her, but that does not make it okay for her to have sex with any guy that notices her existence. And her lack of emotion about that sort of scared me. I was also really frustrated that the love interest turned out to be one of these "hello-let's fuck" guys. That is just not ever going to happen. The other flaw about Callie was that she just kept making the same mistakes over and over and over again. She kept running away, lying about everything, she kept having sex with any guy who talked to her, she kept pushing everyone away. And in the end it didn't really feel like she stopped doing any of those things because she learned something, it was more like it's just the way it turned out.

What I did love was the guy. Alex was really sweet and even though I didn't believe in how their relationship developed... I still really liked him. I just kind of wanted Kat (the clingy BFF) to get the guy. I liked her too. I also loved Greg and his overall saintly patience with Callie and the ending. The ending was perfect for me. I would have been so mad if everything tied up in a neat little bow at the end... and that SO didn't happen!!! YAY!!

Ugh I don't know... I want to totally recommend this. I want everyone to read it just so they can see the complexity of feelings it will leave you with. I feel totally conflicted about everything in the book... and I kind of love that.

OVERALL: A book about a flawed girl who makes A LOT of mistakes while dealing with family turmoil and a past that is extremely traumatic. I'm very conflicted about this book in that I loved reading it, but had complex feelings about how the characters acted. Not the most original story, but it is well thought out. I would definitely recommend it even though I had issues with Callie.


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This was a fast read.
(It took me under 4 hours to swallow, including coffee breaks)

You know the kind of food that makes you unexpectedly feel ill, but only after it's digested? This is something like it.

I'm sure there are people out there who loved this book.
Totally not one of them.
It reads fast, I'll give you that. But now I'm left feeling hollow and vaguely ill. It's just... Too shallow!

If this were a physical copy I'd take it with the tips of my fingers, wrinkle my nose in disgust and throw it into the flames.

What the heck is Alex? Their relationship was never defined properly and in all honestly should have stayed a casual fling. I think this guy was just as toxic as her mother.

Poor Connor. I was actually rooting for him. He would have made a perfect boyfriend. Shy and sweet and a little awkward.

The story itself isn't bad. But it's hard for for me to call it enjoyable. And the ending? Totally rushed. I hate when authors do this. It's like reconciliation doesn't deserve screen time.

FINAL VERDICT: I'm sure there are better specimen out here. Go find them.

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I started this book when it came out, but had to put it down and read something lighter, because I was coming off some pretty dark books and needed a break. I loved Ms Doller'sfist novel Something Like Normal I’m glad I picked this back up to finish.

Callie has been with her mother traveling from place to place, never going to school, and becoming a parent to her mother as life has progressed. When Mom is stopped by the police, Callie is surprised to discover that she’s considered a kidnapped victim and has a father who wants her. Callie has a lot to think about and deal with; she suffers from PSTD, while she wrestles with a painful mix of relief and guilt over not being with her mom. She’s used to being able to make her own choices, so struggles with authority. But her freedom is not something she’s ever hoped for, so we worry about her and wait on edge to see/read which way she’ll choose. Stay with dad? Or leave with mom?
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This was the perfect pool read. It had a fun flirty setting with deep rooted emotion. There are triggers so you have been warned!

Callie is abducted by her own mother... She is used to living alone and fighting her own battles so when she is sent to live with her father and an actual family her world is turned upside down. She has to navigate through her dark past, new love, and endless possibilities. It's not an easy journey, but with a good support system, she learns to live for herself.

I'm from Florida so I really appreciated the local spots being mentioned and just the beachy vibes. The characters were messy, but in all the right ways. Picture two damaged people coming together to form a beautiful relationship and you have Callie and Alex. Their love was forbidden and a tad tragic. Both had life problems and until they dealt with them, they couldn't truly be together. It was not at all my typical read, but I really enjoyed it! ( )